1. |
Radio Intro
00:53
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I will not follow
where the path may lead,
but I will go where there is no path
and I will leave a trail.
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2. |
End of the Rage
03:11
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She falls into her endless self.
The tears turn black as they fall.
She hides, hides, crawls away.
She lets no one see into her heart.
Her emotions are just a time of the month.
Her depth just a little too shallow.
Her voice only background noise.
She screams but no ones listens.
She’s got to get away, turn away.
Run to the dark horse.
Find a flame, light the dark.
Let this holocaust end.
A simple task, impossible to play.
The fire cleanses her deepest rage.
Lightning gone as far as her soul.
She’s but one in a multitude.
She rests her head, but can’t imprison her eyes.
Her body searching all that it craves.
She drifts, floats and leaves this life.
She wonders about his love.
She smiles.
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3. |
A Girl Called Splieni
02:29
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4. |
Twisted Tulip
05:25
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Darkness is lurking in the corner of her eyes
Sitting lonely in answer, waiting in an ocean run dry
Singing lonely songs, breaking habits not yet known
Crying long hours, sitting by the phone
Mystifying thoughts swirling in her head
Running past planets, lingering on plains yet to forget
Shivering in my arms, afraid of the dark light
She’s just a child, unable to fight
I call on the one that causes her pain
Bring her joy, like drenching spring rain
Make her heart throb true love
Set her loose, free as a dove
Presently she prays for reasons unknown
Hiding infinitely, masks are shown
Smiling a smile so undefinably dead
Sliding the distance, longing to forget
Hands covered in blood, she screams at the sky
Wishing past stars and heaven, wanting to die
She lies to herself, waiting for luck
Sinking away in life draining, black mud
She runs to the Black Book, to find some peace
She listens to whispers of angel’s passionate grief
Causing a hole in her warm tangled heart
To herself, going on has become an art
Now as she lies down to close her eyes
Demons whisper dark secrets, to fall, not to rise
She dreams of the light that she once knew
And visions caress her mind of what is to do
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5. |
Untitled
03:07
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There's a place inside my mind
where you can't hide
it's cold and it rains on your head
when I so command
like an insect you crawl on the floor
and I could crush you
but I sit and I stare
and it feels real good.
Make believe is
part of this
tell me about your faith
your eyes
burn me inside
got nothing to say
stop kicking and
just drown
the water is full of life
sink to the deep deep blue
and don't forget your knife.
Sweet separation
is a loosing game
the sun burns my wounds
but I can't feel the pain
your understanding of me
is cracked beyond repair
and I'm keeping my life
even if it's so unfair.
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King Arthur en sy perd
soek die meisie wat by Castillions werk
Hy kry haar in sy drome
en hy soen haar
op haar mond
Soos enige mens
het hy vir sy sprokiesland net een wens
Dat hy happiness kan kry
Sodat hy sy vrees kan vergeet
Maar hy weet
tyd gaan verby vir die wat in die maanskyn wag
En die maalgate van die lewe sluk ons partykeer in
En ons sak weg in die donker van alleen wees
terwyl die son vir ons kyk en vir ons lag
Die meisie van Castillions
weet nie meer wie sy is nie
Sy skree om hulp in die donker gang
En as niemand antwoord nie wag sy alleen
en sy word bang
Daar's hoop in vergeet
en vrees in die lengte van 'n telefoon draad
Soos herfsblare verkrummel ons lag
en dit word al hoe dowwer
dit word sag
dan kry ons weer hoop
en glo vir 'n oomblik in wie ons is en wie ons was
en die verlede bekruip ons soos 'n luiperd wat jag
en ons moet vashou
want dis al wat ons het
dis al wat ons oorhet
As die wind so in jou hart waai
weet jy of daar iemand is wat vir jou wag
'n persoon om vas te hou
iemand aan die ander kant van die tou
of is jy een van ons
die wat gemaak is om somers alleen te wees
wat liedjies moet sing om hulleself 'n stem te gee
en wat altyd sal wonder oor wat liefde is
dan het ek nuus vir jou my vriend
jy is meer werd as soveel ander
in jou oe glinster 'n duisend gesigte
en elkeen van hulle het 'n glimlag so breed soos die horison
wag jou kans af, dit sal kom
moenie ooit hoop opgee nie
wees wie jy is
en jou sprokiesland sal kom
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7. |
My Girl
03:34
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This is a song I wrote for the girl I'm in love with,
I guess a lot of others love people now,
others hate,
me, I'm just happy that I finally found someone to hold
So now I'm going to tell you how I feel
She's my morning sun and the curtains I draw when it's too bright.
She's my moon when my sun don't wanna shine.
Life is full of cliche's, but not her
she's just perfect
At last, finally, I found that life can be great
It's only been a short while now
for others maybe longer
But I've seen a flower bloom
a cherry blossom open
sometimes we talk about the future
we don't dwell on the past
and we dream, yeah, we dream big
about us, only us
nights like tonight
I get sad
it feels like she's on the other side of the world
but I know separation can be good
it makes our feelings real
ever not see someone for a while
and then it's so much better when you finally do
yeah, I know it kinda sucks
but just to see them smile
makes it worthwhile, doesn't it
who can tell what the future holds for us
I guess I don't really want to know
we can hope, yeah, we can even plan,
but no one ever knows
I just know now that happiness equals me and her
what's love, don't ask me
I think when it's when you do silly things like write songs
yeah, silly things
love is, showing how you feel
even if it hurts for a while
you can't always win
I learned that the hard way
but who wants to anyway
life is just so much more fun when it's a challenge
like this girl of mine
one moment I can understand her
and the next she's a complete stranger
She's everything I want
she's more than that
she's my little flower
it seems I'm running out of words here
but you know what,
I don't have the word to describe what I feel
not with her at any rate
Let me just get a few last words in before the music stops
love is
not a feeling we make
it's one we discover
life is
not worth it without my girl
she is
more than I can ever ask for
and you know what,
I'm,
I'm falling
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8. |
Lullaby
03:09
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May God bless and keep you always
May your wishes all come true
May you always do for others
And let others do for you
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.
May you grow up to be righteous
May you grow up to be true
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you
May you always be courageous
Stand upright and be strong
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.
May your hands always be busy
May your feet always be swift
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift
May your heart always be joyful
And may your song always be sung
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young.
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11. |
The Deepest Blue
03:15
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12. |
Final Revelations
04:40
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This is a song about leaving and coming back.
A song about finally admitting true feelings.
She smiles and lights up another cigarette for us.
Smoke fills her eyes but she doesn’t notice.
I want to know where we’re going and when.
She says that I must decide, she doesn’t mind.
She doesn’t know that I’ll go to the ends of the earth.
That I’ll turn into a shadow just to be by her side.
It’s not the distance that bothers me, it’s the insecurity.
This fear of rejection will pass, she’ll allow it.
I’ll wait for her all the same.
I’ll be here when she gets back.
We are closer to nature that we care to know.
She’s a predator and I’m the fallen one.
Winter shines in her blue-gray eyes.
And I drown in the depth of her remorseless self.
My knees are chaffed and my eyes are dark.
But they light up when she denies the others.
To my heart she’s known as Hathor.
But she’s my Tefnut when I’m Osiris.
Things are changing, she says they won’t.
I’m unsure, but we’ll make the best of it anyway.
There’s a place where we sit when it rains.
That’s a place where we are happy to be alone.
I can’t wait to see her, but it’s not the same.
She’s become mellow and will live past me.
I’ll be cut to pieces just to be put back together.
We’ll still be stuck in this state we so love.
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13. |
Your Love
03:39
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As I awake
to only have dreamt of you
my thought stay fresh
thanks to you
just another day
still feels the same
but with you in my way
it'll never be the same
all your heart
so sincere
all I ask
is just be here
the night arrives
when the sun goes to hide
and all I want to see
is your love
your love
your love
look at the stars
that lay out so far
but next to me
is a star so sweet
moonlight shadows
swaying about
my heart will stay here
without a doubt
all your heart
so sincere
all I ask
is just be here
the night arrives
when the sun goes to hide
and all I want to see
is your love
your love
your love
Now as I
close my eyes tonight
all I see
is your amazing site
with memories
of such purity
I fall asleep
in harmony
all your heart
so sincere
all I ask
is just be here
the night arrives
when the sun goes to hide
and all I want to see
is your love
your love
all your heart
so sincere
all I ask
is just be here
the night arrives
when the sun goes to hide
and all I want to see
is your love
your love
your love
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Me Inhibited Pretoria, South Africa
Mostly happy, sometimes lost.
All songs recorded at home with the cheapest equipment money could buy.
All for fun and good memories.
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